Wednesday, November 23, 2011

To lie to a mirror...

If someone stood in front of a mirror, and told a lie, they would know that a mirror does not lie, in fact, it only reveals the lie to the person because most of the time the person can't convince themselves to believe the lie to be truth.

However, people often lie to other people, and being that they cant see the a direct reflection of of themselves, feel a level of conviction that is delivered to the other people, so the other person may believe the lie. This, unfortunately, happens to everyone, including myself. But I find it extremely interesting to see the person on the lying end, continue to act out there lie, when the other person completely knows what they are hearing is false. And the thing is, the wittier liars, when called on their falsifications, try to "smart and argue" their way out of it. If this situation is upon you, or feel like it might be, take comfort in knowing that you do have the upper hand and are spared of embarrassment in actuality, regardless what they try to convince themselves about you in their world. Sometimes, no matter how much you can argue or prove a point to someone, no matter how blue in the face you get, some people who lie or try to think they know things you don't about certain situations, have done so too often that they actually convinced themselves that their lie is truth, not only in their world, but also in actuality. And as much as they might care, when it comes down to it, truth will prevail, and indeed it shows ones own worth, and how it's lesser than that of one who maintains more weight on the sincerity side of the scale.......

"the verbal poison descended from your mouth may not be reflected like imagery from a mirror, but know that I'm a verbal mirror to you, and your only convincing yourself my brother..."

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Thursday, November 17, 2011

Due date for resurfacing....

Sometimes I'll catch myself in a mindset that I've decided previously wasn't a favorable one. Such as not practicing C.Y.A. (Cover Your Ass). Like when I'm in a great mood, not only am I generous, polite, and constantly trying to be considerate (which are things I always try to be), but also do my best to go the extra mile with many compliments that are sincere and actions that are also very genuine.

Doing this though, on the contrary, also leaves what I call "social blind spots". One would say it falls under the category of over-thinking. I say, it's not over thinking if it prevents 'obvious' problems or situations that are wished to be avoided, such as kindness being taken for weakness, or actually facing false assumptions of character, later affecting the other overall opinions of others based on myself. And the big general of them all, just plain old being taken advantage of. As paranoid and what not as it all sounds, lately I tell myself to constantly resurface to the big picture and to avoid social blind spot around the individuals that I need to turn the C.Y.A. switch on for. Because those who are thought to be weak are also targets for being victims of being placed in situations, verbal or/and physical alike, of unwanted dramatics or or scenarios they have nothing to do with, or even as distractions for someone else's actions, which is their way of C.Y.A.

So if you've had certain events or situations with people you deal with everyday or people of your choosing it's necessary for, remember to have a due date of resurfacing during your interactions.......that's just me though....

Thursday, November 3, 2011

As high as nimbus clouds, and low as recycling old hamburger grease to customers 3 weeks later, real is real, fake is silicone. Were born to die and we die because we live, don't be an asshole, but if you do, please spray febreeze, and stop clogging the toilet. I love ramen, I think I'm naruto, and he is saske. This is the first time in months i have written on here, and I've been drinking, so I'll stop now, by I'll start writing stuff again now, thanks for your time mahalo, gracias, and shut up, late.