Well, the past few weeks have definitely been quite a roller coaster and have even kept me away from the computer more than I would like to admit....but besides time, a lot of the blame has to go with my thoughts and how they made me feel. I have really had a lot on my mind and it became difficult to dodge. Then all of a sudden, I thought I was on a verge of a mental, emotional breakdown, a little blue bird showed up to my surprise, and eased my mind, and showed me to take my thoughts and problems, one at a time, even if I had to write them down. From taking care of a child being able to go to private school, to being an understanding son, trying to make the best effort I can as a people person, not disappointing my friends, and lastly but not least, using the energy and will power I have left to tap into my soul when I arrive at work to do what I know best.
Its easy to spread the mind thin, but that is where the real gauging of the parameters take place, as far as the decisions beginning. I have always found way to find the light before, no matter any situation, and especially lately due to words of others who believe I do have the latter in front of me! This is my duty and mine alone at this moment, to just keep breaking walls and paying no attention to petty obstacles and popularity games. I was right before, what goes around, comes around, so I must be as honorable, modest, and truthful as possible. Im grabbing my destiny by the horns and showing it that I make my own future, my own fate, and must have faith in myself in doing so....
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