My first time using Blogger, and I have to say this is actually going to be interesting. I had a pretty good day, but a real busy past couple of weeks. I am currently working at tattoolicious here in Honolulu, Hawaii. I always struggle to do great tattoos, I'm always trying to out do myself from the last time. But it all still seems like its not good enough.
I know that getting better takes time, but I pushed myself super hard this past year, have been told that I do amazing work, but still get treated like its ok. My best friend is very good, and has a lot of admirers. It seems like right now nobody really admires my work. Maybe its time to do I did a year ago, and take myself off the map, and train once again, or maybe I shouldnt care about the lime light and just chase my skill and do my original plans, and be a hermit again, not like Im going to have a girlfriend soon, or anything of that sort. I dont know, its really hard especially when theres such high expectations of me, and then I feel like I let them down, and not even seen anymore. This sucks.....
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