The beginning of today looked a lot like other days....until I finally got hit with a new wave of creativity. After acting on this wave, I started to get a little stoked on what the next couple of weeks could hold. But all it took was one simple look in the mirror, and I started to realize that there are even more things I am slacking on (besides my looks). I do not hold the same conviction I used to host with me on things, even the glances I deliver.
When I was in California this past summer, or even while I was on the warped tour, I had a certain conviction of thoughts and actions, that I realized I had lost, only today I realized it. Could it also be that my biggest battle is with myself? that this whole time I'm actually keeping myself down? My best friends help me, even other friends try to diagnose, but I believe I must defeat myself before I can defeat my obstacles that stand in the way of my own personal goal and others expectations. Man this life is just crazy, if I was anyone else, they would of committed suicide, so I must be strong...
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